Special\u00a0\u00a0 thanks\u00a0\u00a0 to a\u00a0 inmate\u00a0 for\u00a0 sharing\u00a0\u00a0 this\u00a0\u00a0 tip<\/p>\n
When I\u00a0 reflect\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 in my\u00a0 lonely\u00a0 dark\u00a0 cell,\u00a0\u00a0 I\u00a0 see\u00a0 the\u00a0 light\u00a0\u00a0 and\u00a0\u00a0 all\u00a0 my\u00a0 life\u00a0 as\u00a0 a\u00a0 film.<\/p>\n
Growing\u00a0 up,\u00a0 I\u00a0 was\u00a0 the\u00a0 victim, was\u00a0 abused\u00a0 physically, mentally, sexually\u00a0\u00a0 for a long time<\/p>\n
I\u00a0 accepted\u00a0 it\u00a0 as\u00a0 normal. I\u00a0 started\u00a0 submitting\u00a0 \u00a0and\u00a0 enjoying it.<\/p>\n
Later\u00a0\u00a0 on\u00a0 in\u00a0 life, ,\u00a0 I\u00a0 start\u00a0 abusing\u00a0 others\u00a0 in the same way.<\/p>\n
When I turned\u00a0 30, the beasts\u00a0 were\u00a0 no longer\u00a0 interested\u00a0 in my\u00a0 beauty,\u00a0 so\u00a0 the\u00a0 beast<\/p>\n
within me wanted the beauty in others. I did\u00a0 the very same\u00a0 things\u00a0 to\u00a0 others, and\u00a0 never felt\u00a0 any\u00a0 guilt, no guilt at all.<\/p>\n
I felt\u00a0 I\u00a0 have a\u00a0 beast\u00a0\u00a0 and\u00a0 beauty in\u00a0 me.<\/p>\n
I got charged\u00a0\u00a0 with\u00a0\u00a0 child\u00a0 molesting, rape\u00a0\u00a0 and\u00a0 many\u00a0 other charges\u00a0 and\u00a0 got\u00a0 life\u00a0 sentence.<\/p>\n
Only option\u00a0 I\u00a0 had\u00a0 to\u00a0 reflect.<\/p>\n
I\u00a0 discovered\u00a0 a\u00a0 WILD\u00a0 BEAST\u00a0 AND\u00a0\u00a0 CORRUPT\u00a0 BEAUTY\u00a0 WITH\u00a0 IN .<\/p>\n
FIRST\u00a0 TIME\u00a0 IN LIFE\u00a0 I\u00a0 FELT\u00a0 GUILTY.<\/p>\n
Guilt\u00a0 was\u00a0 a\u00a0 great\u00a0 blessing,\u00a0 I felt\u00a0 bad\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 so bad\u00a0 I\u00a0 wished\u00a0 I\u00a0 be\u00a0 dead..<\/p>\n
My\u00a0 demons\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 beast\u00a0 and\u00a0 beauty\u00a0\u00a0 were\u00a0 captive\u00a0 and\u00a0 they\u00a0 hated\u00a0 it\u00a0 but\u00a0 I\u00a0 found\u00a0 peace.<\/p>\n
I\u00a0 found GOD\u00a0 and\u00a0 ask\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 for help.<\/p>\n
With\u00a0 the\u00a0 help of\u00a0 GOD\u00a0 I\u00a0 was\u00a0 able\u00a0 to tame\u00a0 my\u00a0 beast\u00a0 and\u00a0 I\u00a0 start\u00a0 enjoying\u00a0 worship.<\/p>\n
I start\u00a0 repenting\u00a0 and\u00a0 my\u00a0 beast\u00a0 was\u00a0 able to see the\u00a0 beauty\u00a0 with in.<\/p>\n
My\u00a0 inner\u00a0 \u00a0beauty\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 fall\u00a0 into\u00a0 love\u00a0 with\u00a0 the\u00a0 beast\u00a0 with in\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 and\u00a0\u00a0transformed \u00a0into a\u00a0 spiritual being<\/p>\n
I fall\u00a0 in\u00a0 love\u00a0 with\u00a0 GOD.<\/p>\n
I\u00a0 am\u00a0\u00a0 with honey moon\u00a0\u00a0 with\u00a0 GOD.<\/p>\n
I never\u00a0 felt\u00a0 the\u00a0 joy\u00a0 ,peace\u00a0 satisfaction\u00a0 I has now.<\/p>\n
My\u00a0 flesh\u00a0 is\u00a0 yearning for God,\u00a0\u00a0 My\u00a0 soul\u00a0 is\u00a0 thirsty\u00a0 for\u00a0 GOD.<\/p>\n
I\u00a0 am\u00a0 transformed\u00a0 to\u00a0 a\u00a0 spiritual being\u00a0 and\u00a0 I\u00a0 love\u00a0 it and\u00a0 wish\u00a0\u00a0 I\u00a0 can\u00a0 relive my<\/p>\n
life\u00a0\u00a0 sin\u00a0 free\u00a0 life<\/p>\n
All I\u00a0 can\u00a0 do\u00a0\u00a0 is\u00a0 to\u00a0 repent worship\u00a0 and\u00a0 pray\u00a0 for\u00a0 everyone.\u00a0 \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n
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