Trail of spirtual healing 101 continues<\/p>\n
Last sunday\u00a0 in harrisburg newspaper\u00a0 there was\u00a0 stroy\u00a0 of \u00a0 25 yrs<\/p>\n
marine\u00a0 who served\u00a0 two combat tours ,one in Iraq and one in Afghanistan.<\/p>\n
When he returned home he faced\u00a0 more viscous\u00a0 internal enemies of fear, guilt and hopelessness.<\/p>\n
He has no training\u00a0 to fight those enemies, and all the\u00a0 weapons he tried, Counsling, medication<\/p>\n
and sheer will failed. He\u00a0 successfuly killed\u00a0 himself and lost the life game, died before his time.<\/p>\n
He was diagnosed PTSD (the war within)caused by bad\u00a0 experiences.<\/p>\n
Another event in Texas\u00a0 a peson\u00a0 killed\u00a0 and wonding multiple\u00a0 person, and killed himself.<\/p>\n
It seems\u00a0 nothing worked\u00a0\u00a0 for him\u00a0 too.<\/p>\n
Eash human go though PTSD in one form or other, that is the\u00a0 part of growing up.<\/p>\n
What equipment do I need\u00a0 to combat my inner\u00a0 war?<\/p>\n
I do know that I have fear and guilt that stop me to live\u00a0\u00a0 full, not only I have to know\u00a0 this<\/p>\n
but a plan how to treat myself\u00a0 before I become\u00a0 hopeless and take my life before my time.<\/p>\n
Sourse of fear is what others\u00a0 did to\u00a0 me\u00a0 and I\u00a0 have trusting others due to that fear.<\/p>\n
I am suffering and punishing myself \u00a0for the crimes other did to me instead\u00a0 of learning\u00a0 the much needed\u00a0<\/p>\n
lessons\u00a0 and be thankful for free education and\u00a0 be thankful\u00a0 to those\u00a0 who tough me\u00a0 but not to tell them<\/p>\n
knowing them they will send me the\u00a0bill for their services.<\/p>\n
Souse of guilt is\u00a0 wrong\u00a0\u00a0 I did to myself\u00a0 and to others\u00a0. I must repent to myself and other and become the<\/p>\n
strong advocate agaist all\u00a0 the crimes I\u00a0 comited and share the consequances I suffer and be a example for others.<\/p>\n
Of couse the treatment of\u00a0 fear and guilt is life long process.<\/p>\n
I must do my home work regularly and in return I will become more and more hopeful and live a full time instead<\/p>\n
of dying\u00a0 or\u00a0 killing myself\u00a0 before\u00a0 my\u00a0time.<\/p>\n
THE HOPEFUL ENDING.<\/p>\n
PS:Faith is the engine I need\u00a0 to do good deeds, With faith and good deeds I can overcome any internal and<\/p>\n
esternal\u00a0 issues.<\/p>\n
Addendum: Faith like engine need\u00a0 tuneup oil change and\u00a0 fuel to keep going. Maingting my faith(engine),<\/p>\n
using LOVE\u00a0 as fuel,PATIENCE as oil change, and\u00a0 WORSHIP\u00a0 my\u00a0 tune up, I will reach my\u00a0 destination.<\/p>\n
NOTE: Defective faith is worse than no\u00a0 faith. With no faith I will kill myself, with defective faith I will kill\u00a0 others\u00a0 before killing<\/p>\n
myself.\u00a0 The day I was born\u00a0 with ability to live\u00a0 healthy 130 yrs. But due the toxic encounters and the mistakes I made tool a tool<\/p>\n
on the quantity of life which is irreversible.\u00a0 But I can become\u00a0 aware\u00a0 any time, learn and love my inner enemy, I will have no<\/p>\n
enemy and I will live happity till death make\u00a0 me depart from myself\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 THE E ND\u00a0\u00a0 But\u00a0 Begin of a heavenly life for ever.\u00a0\u00a0 NO END<\/p>\n
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