Dear\u00a0 Dr\u00a0 Shaikh\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Your\u00a0 healing\u00a0\u00a0 tip\u00a0\u00a0 about\u00a0 volunteer,\u00a0 victim\u00a0 and\u00a0\u00a0 abuser\u00a0\u00a0 hit\u00a0\u00a0 me.<\/p>\n
That\u00a0 was\u00a0\u00a0 on my\u00a0 mind\u00a0 all\u00a0 day<\/p>\n
and\u00a0 I\u00a0 had\u00a0\u00a0 a dream\u00a0 that night \u00a0that\u00a0 answered all\u00a0 my\u00a0 questions.<\/p>\n
I\u00a0 realized\u00a0 I\u00a0 was\u00a0 not\u00a0 the\u00a0 victim\u00a0 but\u00a0 was\u00a0 a\u00a0 volunteer\u00a0\u00a0 and\u00a0 self\u00a0 abuser\u00a0 all\u00a0 along\u00a0 and\u00a0 I\u00a0 am\u00a0 still\u00a0 doing\u00a0 it\u00a0 in\u00a0 different\u00a0 way.<\/p>\n
I\u00a0 will\u00a0 allow\u00a0 people\u00a0 to\u00a0 walk\u00a0 all over me.<\/p>\n
I\u00a0 know\u00a0 what\u00a0 I\u00a0 have\u00a0 to\u00a0 do\u00a0 to\u00a0 transform\u00a0 myself\u00a0\u00a0 from\u00a0 volunteer\u00a0\u00a0\/\u00a0 self\u00a0 abuser\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0and\u00a0\u00a0 to \u00a0\u00a0 become\u00a0 truly self aware.<\/p>\n
Very\u00a0 weird\u00a0 dream.<\/p>\n
In my\u00a0 dream\u00a0\u00a0 my\u00a0\u00a0 brother\u00a0 was asking me\u00a0 to have\u00a0 sex\u00a0 with him and\u00a0 I was\u00a0 refusing\u00a0.<\/p>\n
He\u00a0 was insisting\u00a0 nicely\u00a0 and\u00a0 I agreed,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 and\u00a0 I\u00a0 woke\u00a0 up.<\/p>\n
That\u00a0 explained\u00a0 my behavior, I\u00a0 will\u00a0 do anything\u00a0 to please \u00a0others.\u00a0 and\u00a0 hoping\u00a0\u00a0 that they\u00a0 will be\u00a0 nice to me in return .<\/p>\n
I have\u00a0 fear\u00a0\u00a0 and I\u00a0 will\u00a0 do anything\u00a0 to have peace\u00a0 and\u00a0 felt\u00a0 good about\u00a0 myself.<\/p>\n
Now\u00a0 I know\u00a0 I have\u00a0 to\u00a0 change.<\/p>\n
Thank you\u00a0 very\u00a0 much\u00a0 for\u00a0 your healing\u00a0 tip<\/p>\n
Jane\u00a0 Smith. Self\u00a0 abuser\u00a0 \/ Volenteer<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Dear\u00a0 Dr\u00a0 Shaikh\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Your\u00a0 healing\u00a0\u00a0 tip\u00a0\u00a0 about\u00a0 volunteer,\u00a0 victim\u00a0 and\u00a0\u00a0 abuser\u00a0\u00a0 hit\u00a0\u00a0 me. That\u00a0 was\u00a0\u00a0 on my\u00a0 mind\u00a0 all\u00a0 day and\u00a0 I\u00a0 had\u00a0\u00a0 a dream\u00a0 that night \u00a0that\u00a0 answered all\u00a0 my\u00a0 questions. I\u00a0 realized\u00a0 I\u00a0 was\u00a0 not\u00a0 the\u00a0 victim\u00a0 but\u00a0 was\u00a0 a\u00a0 volunteer\u00a0\u00a0 and\u00a0 self\u00a0 abuser\u00a0 all\u00a0 along\u00a0 and\u00a0 I\u00a0 am\u00a0 still\u00a0 doing\u00a0 it\u00a0 in\u00a0 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-940","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.schooloftrueknowledge.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/940","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.schooloftrueknowledge.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.schooloftrueknowledge.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.schooloftrueknowledge.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.schooloftrueknowledge.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=940"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.schooloftrueknowledge.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/940\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.schooloftrueknowledge.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=940"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.schooloftrueknowledge.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=940"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.schooloftrueknowledge.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=940"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}