Some  one  shared   a  great  story and  I love  to share   with  everyone.

There  was  a  man  who  murdered  99  people  raped 100 girls molested 100 boys  and  did  all   kind of  bad things all  his  life.

One  day  he start  feeling  sorry  for   all  his  sins  and  wanted  to repent.

He  went  to  one  Saint  who  had  never committed  any  sin.

He  asked  him    If  I repent  do  you  think  GOD  will  forgive me.

He listened  to  his list  of  sins and  crimes  and said   I  do not  think  so.

Man  got  angry  and  killed  him  too.

Now  he  was  more sorry   and  went  to a righteous  man  and asked   the same  question.

Righteous man  replied    GOD’s mercy  is lot  more  than  your  sins  but   it  should  be  a  true  repentance.

Fist  leave  this  town and  go  to  another  city    and  join  people  who are  in  state  of  repentance  24/7.

That  man  left    for  that  town   on  his  way  he  died.

Angel  of  hell   want to take  him  to  hell, and  angel of  heaven  wanted  to take  him  to  heaven.

They decided  if  he is  closer  to  city  where  he way  going   compared  to the  city  he  was  he  left he  must  go

to heaven.otherwise will go to hell.
God changed the geophrahy of earth so he will be closer to the city he was going to.

Angels find him  closer  to  the city  he  was  going  to    and  end  up  in  heaven.

Saint   was  like  Lucifer   become  judgmental and  Sinner man  like  Adam    repented  and    was  forgiven.

When that man reached heaven all his victoms wellcomed him thanking him due to his pure repentance GOD forgave them
because they were victoms of that man.

No  one  do    more  sins  than  the  mercy  of  GOD.  Any  one look  down  to  anyone   and  not  repent  can not  have  enough  good  deeds  to  go  to heaven.
LESSON OF STORY TRUE REPENTANCE TURN ALL BAD DEED INTO GOOD DEED.

When I  feel  my patient’s  pain ,   It remind  me  of  my  pain  I  was  unaware off.

I  feel  empathy and  learn  how  he  is  dealing with  his  pain  and  help  my  grow and

become  healthier.

PS  MY PATIENTS ARE MY  HEROS

Human  being  are  granted  free  will .

Some  has  week  will   some  has   strong  will.

Hitler, had  a  strong  will  of  his own.

He saw  light in  him  and  darkness in  others and  become a  leader.

Mother  Teresa  gave  her  will     GOD.

GOD’s  will  was  her  will.

GOD   showed   her light  in  others  and  her own darkness and  live

righteous life.

We all  have a  choice.

Self Love    is   lovely  Victory  Every time.

Self Hate    is  Hungry beast in  me  and ATE  me alive  and  I become my  own captive

and   live   become  living hell.

Choice is  mine

** Have  Self love and  live  heavenly life

***  or has self hate  and   life will be a  living hell

We live in a  perfect  world.

Are we aware  of this  Fact?

GOD is perfect and  made a perfect  world.

Any   Questions  ?

A edited letter of  my  patient

Life  as  I  see  it

My  ten Commandments

1)Now I see and feel things totally different from other people. That is OK

2) I am not of this world, but I can relate to everyone, love learn thankful to all and keep
growing.

3)Now I  live in my own  world ,  keep my mind heart body and  soul  pure and  clean, my world is my
paradise. I stay in my safe heaven 24/7 and goes where ever I go.

4)My thoughts and feeling  are different and are purely my own.

5)My  thought  fly  high ,and  my feeling  run  deep.

6)  People use  to make  me feel that I   was mentally disturbed , I  reflected and  realized  that  I am not

mentally disturbed, I  just   receive and process  things   differently.

7) My thought  and feeling  are not like any one  else  I know.

8)I am ME

9) I am FREE

10)I   must  love  myself  100%    then I will able to love everyone   99%

Lucifer  has  the  best past.

Devil  has  the  worst past.

If  devil  repent   GOD   will  turn his sins to  good  deeds.

Devil  will    turn  into new  and   improved  Lucifer.

Be happy for happy people ,
Feel the pain of people in pain,
Feel the unbearable pain of people who do not feel pain but give everyone pain.
Pray for all three kind and earn by unlimited blessing 🙂

This world is a prison.
If I am 100 % honest and truthful to myself , this prison will turn
into paradise.
Otherwise it will turn into torture camp.

CHOICE IS MINE

Every day I must strive to be a better person than yesterday,
But i have a trace of a feeling that I am better than anyon or hard feeling towards anyone.
I am captive of devil.
We all are different , and created for differnt purpose.
I am no judge.
I must love learn and be thankful to everyone.