Trail of Spirtual Healing    101 continues

Some one said  If I am not with the one  I love,  love the one I am with.

I do not think  any human has the ability to do so.

Lets analyse this. If I am not  with the one I love, that is  a message from my Maker

that I am following manufacturer instructions properly.

I am a gift   from my Creator to me , and if I  do the love the gift  and   thankful to the

Creator, I will love myself the most, and  love & serve the creation.

Then I will be  with  the one I love  24/7 and everyone  will love me.

THE LOVELY ENDING.

PS: Self love+ strong will+ tamed narsacis to the creator= Mother Teresa, Florence Nightangale

Self love  +Strong will + untamed  narcacism = Hilter, Saddam Hussain.

Choice is mine.

Trail of spirtual Healing 101 continues

*Speacial  thanks  to a very  special  correctional  officer  to teach me the  needed lesson.

*Tuesday I go to a local  prison to conduct  religous services. I am supposed to be there  at 5.30

to distribute  sheets  to  different bloc  and  start   services  at 6PM.

*I am a procastinator  so I reach there    at 6 pm  and  saw this wonderful C.O. and I gave him my

healing tip  #37   I know he like that kind of material.

*At 6.30  when I reached to chapel, The same C.O terminated the services because Inmates  can not be alone

in a chapel.  I saw  God’s  image  in  Uniform  telling me  prostination is a sin and I have commited  a major  sin

That was the answer from God for healing  tip #37   who gave me the ability to see God’s image  in human.

On that day  I was  weapon of mass destruction , causing trouble in prison depriving  about 35 inmate from the

services instead of  tool of  construction.

I owe apology to the C.O  and  inmates for my   major sin  and thankful that I learned my lesson.

THE SINFUL ENDING.

PS Proscastination is a sin   and the person  procastinate is one of  trait  of a  hippocrit and the root cause of  procastination is

narcacism a very complex system in humans  and if properly tamed  and hornest, can  turn human  into

weapon of mass destruction. Human cannot tame  and hornest to his or her will, it have  to tamed and hornest to power

higher than human .

If properly disciplined tamed  and hornest that person can confront any evil force and become  tool of mass  building  and

reconstruction.    Submiting my will to God’s will is like connected  to God and I will like a dummy used by God and able to

do whatever God wants me to do.

Untamed  Narcacism  with out God=  Hilter

Tamed Narcacism +God=  Mother Teresa.

Addendum: To tame  narcacism  I need  to go to prison to learn one of my lessons.

Trail of spirtual healing 101 continues

Special  thanks  to  Jasmine Sample  whose heart  is  crystal clear and I saw God’s

image and inspired me to write this  healing tip.

*I was  made in God’s image.

*If I do not see God’s image in mirror,  I must be able to see

the thick covering of my sins covering that image.

*If  I do not see that , I am nothing but dirt.

THE DIRTY ENDING.

PS:If I do not see God’s image in other  my eyes are covered by my sins.

Addendum:If I make list of all the sins I comitted against myself, against creation and

agaist God, and repent, God will  forgive me instanly, but I have to  work on the damages

I caused to my  mind  body and soul, to turn healthy so I can serve  the creation  unconditionaly

Till I am be able to see God’s  reflection  in mirror and in others.

NOTE: God’s image  is more visible  in sick, poor, hungry and in prisners,

may be  they are  broken and God loves to reside in broken hearts.

Trail  of spirtual healing  101   continues

Special thanks  to a kind human being Shannon Quigley RN    for being  the inspiration  to write this  tip.

Life teaches  each human  being the much needed lessons, humans  can learn  or disregard  those

lessons,  and that shapes  their  thinking process how to interact with self  and others.

Religous people are taught to be  religous and how  they should view others, if they  have the

same belief  system  they are ok  an they are more than willing to teach others  their belief  system

whether   others like it or not  off course  at no  cost in most cases.

Off couse not every  religous person   practice that way

Psychiatrist are taught in med school  and during their training   how to diagnose  mental issues,

and  treat them only if they are being paid for  that.   Not every Psychriatst practices that  way

There  are those  exceptional  people  who    can see under the surface and learn from everyone without judging

and serve everyone  with best of their abilities.

Those  people  take the  path of life long   effortful learning,  love , learn  from everyone, and only teach if

they are asked  do so  weather other has the ability to pay or not.

Those  people  tranform into rightous people,  with a sense or purpose,  acquire  a peace and happiness

which can only be felt,   and very difficult  to explained to others.

THE RIGHTOUS ENDING.

PS   Be rightous  rest is detail.

Trail of  spirtual Healing  101  continues

                                           BEAUTY IN THE BEAST

*Long time ago there was   a beautiful princess, Not only was  she  beautiful,

she was  more beautiful inside,   humble, and rightous.

She was  an angel in true sence.

There was a beast in the kingdom, who use to rape and kill women.

One day that beast got into the palace and grabed the princess,

The Princes looked  him  his eye, and the  beast was shocked.

  No one ever dared to look into  his eyes  like she did, no fear  but love for him.

He started trembling and fal on the ground.

The Princes said I see  a beautiful soul in you,  lets pray together.

I will pray for your forgiveness and you repent for your sins.

He   agreed, both prayed, tears   flowed  like streams, theirs clothes got soaked.

Suddenly princess stood up and kissed the beast on his forehead and  he  turned  into a Prince.

Both thanked    GOD,  and   Princess asked him to marry her.

I have to serve time for my crimes. My repentance will  not   heel the pain I caused, or repair the

damage I have caused.

 May be I can do community service rest of my life.

Why not join the prison ministry?  Princess suggested.

He  agreed  and filled application  to work as volentter in  the prison ministry  to help inmates. 

He applied   at  a  local prison  to be a volunteer  priest.  They did a back ground check  and discovered

that he is a murderer and rapist and got arrested  for rape and killing charges, and was sentenced to a life term.

How ever he was allowed  to conduct   services  for male inmates ony.

Of couse  with  no pay and no  benefits.  he accepted the  position and soon   he prayed for everyone

and inmates who repented  start turning into  rightous people.

Those  rightous inmates  ministered  other  to  and  very soon the  prison turned into paradise.

When the  princess visisted  the Prince (ex beast)   he requested   her to  minister female  inmates.

The Princess   agreed   and the  female inmates  started  turning  into rightous women.

When these  inmates got  released, they will minister  others .

He learned  a lot. He discovered  innocent inmates serving time and he reminded them that

they are following the footstep of  Joseph  who was also innocent and that comforted them.

He met Jerry Sandusky and he saw a saint in him. and requested him to pary for him and  the

people put him there  in particular and  everyone in general.

Saint Jerry Sandusky   agreed to do so.

Very soon  there were no  crimes  in the  kingdom, no prisons  except one which house the  Princes (ex beast)

and  Saint Jerry Sandusky..

He    continues   doing 7/17    7 hours sleep  17 hours worship.

Every one in the kingdom lived happily ever after.

Princess rented a room across that prison, and faithfully visited  the ex beast every thursday 9 to12

the only time  she  could visit  and one  call a month only  call allowed   as Doody Sandusky who

drive every thurday 3 hours each way only to see Jerry for 3 hours.

Both lived  happily,and  theirs bodies  were apart but they were   true soul mates.

  and  both  died the same day  and were  burried  next to each other and lived  in heaven

together for ever.   NO END

THE HEAVENLY ENDING.

PS:Forgiveness  and repentance are universal cure for all ailments.

Addendum: Each human has a beast and angel,  repentance and forgiveness  will

turn anyone into angel. Choise is mine   a) Angel    b) Beast   a I win B I loose.

Note If I become an angel, I will be able to see angel in everyone. Only

repentance is not enough, I must serve rest of my life to be  an angel only if

God  aprove that I have serve my time well. Otherwise I may end up in a hole.

Trail of spirtual healing 101 continues

Last sunday  in harrisburg newspaper  there was  stroy  of   25 yrs

marine  who served  two combat tours ,one in Iraq and one in Afghanistan.

When he returned home he faced  more viscous  internal enemies of fear, guilt and hopelessness.

He has no training  to fight those enemies, and all the  weapons he tried, Counsling, medication

and sheer will failed. He  successfuly killed  himself and lost the life game, died before his time.

He was diagnosed PTSD (the war within)caused by bad  experiences.

Another event in Texas  a peson  killed  and wonding multiple  person, and killed himself.

It seems  nothing worked   for him  too.

Eash human go though PTSD in one form or other, that is the  part of growing up.

What equipment do I need  to combat my inner  war?

I do know that I have fear and guilt that stop me to live   full, not only I have to know  this

but a plan how to treat myself  before I become  hopeless and take my life before my time.

Sourse of fear is what others  did to  me  and I  have trusting others due to that fear.

I am suffering and punishing myself  for the crimes other did to me instead  of learning  the much needed 

lessons  and be thankful for free education and  be thankful  to those  who tough me  but not to tell them

knowing them they will send me the bill for their services.

Souse of guilt is  wrong   I did to myself  and to others . I must repent to myself and other and become the

strong advocate agaist all  the crimes I  comited and share the consequances I suffer and be a example for others.

Of couse the treatment of  fear and guilt is life long process.

I must do my home work regularly and in return I will become more and more hopeful and live a full time instead

of dying  or  killing myself  before  my time.

THE HOPEFUL ENDING.

PS:Faith is the engine I need  to do good deeds, With faith and good deeds I can overcome any internal and

esternal  issues.

Addendum: Faith like engine need  tuneup oil change and  fuel to keep going. Maingting my faith(engine),

using LOVE  as fuel,PATIENCE as oil change, and  WORSHIP  my  tune up, I will reach my  destination.

NOTE: Defective faith is worse than no  faith. With no faith I will kill myself, with defective faith I will kill  others  before killing

myself.  The day I was born  with ability to live  healthy 130 yrs. But due the toxic encounters and the mistakes I made tool a tool

on the quantity of life which is irreversible.  But I can become  aware  any time, learn and love my inner enemy, I will have no

enemy and I will live happity till death make  me depart from myself     THE E ND   But  Begin of a heavenly life for ever.   NO END

Trail Of Spirtual Healing 101 continues

*Once upon a time long long ago ther was  a very powerful man with  anger issues.

Any one made him anger he used tio kill him or her.

After killing 99 peoples he felt guilty and start  repentance for his sins.

He went to local religous leader and asked him if God will forgive him.

No way  the religous leader replied. That made him angry and  he killed him.

*He felt guilty and start repenting again for his sins.

*Some one suggestwed that he can go to Moses  and ask him to ask God about being forgiven.

He made a long journey   and met moses and requested him to ask God if he is forgiven.

Moses agreed  and  asked God about that man. Not only his sins are  forgiven, his bad deeds are turned

into good deeds. What about those 100 [people  he killed, Moses  asked.

All  100 people’ s sins are  turned into  good deeds and rewarded  so much for their pains that they

wish that he would have inflicted more pain so they could have more rewards.

THE TRUE REPENCE ENDING.

PS:Acklodging all sins and wrong doings and true repentance  will turn all  into good deeds

like born again with lot of good deed to start new sinfree  life and live happily hereafter.

Addendum:God hates sins but love the sinner and want the sinner to acknowledge all sins and

do true repence, and God turns all sins into good deeds

Trail of spirtual healing 101  continues

Some says God  made human in  God’s image.

Some Says Human are made of dirt and God blow part of  God’s soul in human.

Either the case, it seems  to me  that human body is just a vessel and God’s image or

Gods’ soul is the passenger.

This vessel is a gift of God  to humans.

If the vessel is well maintained, all entry or exit ports are guarded, especialy the mouth,

which is entry and exit port at the same time, vessel will live a healthy full life  and reach its

destination.

If unhealthy food  like pizze, cake etc  enter in this port, vessel will  sink  before its time before

living a full life.

Mouth can be  weapon of mass   destruction, loose lips  sink ships with unthinkable damage.

Vessels   not well kept or keep bumbing,  end up having unwanted  pregnancies and std’s few of many

complications, and sink before its time.

In these  broken vessels, God become visible,  found   in prisons, hospitals, shelters, few of many places.

Well maintained vessels can help the broken  vessels  and   learn a lot, earn rewards and blessing, and their

journey  with  become lot better and joyful till they  meet GOD.

THE BLEESFUL  ENDING.

PS If I read lips and  listen to body language and let people read my lips,

not I will learn from everyone and live a peaceful and happy life.

Addendum: When I look in mirror  or see  a human and do not see God ,  I have  a sick broken

soul  with bad vision.

NOTE:  it is never too late to repair the broken vessel or sick broken soul with poor vision,

with true repentance  the new vessel  will be lot better than the orignal vessel with healthy soul.

Trail of spirtual healing 101 continues

Humans  are  flesh made of dirt, will go back to dirt, after serving  its purpose.

Purpose is to house soul and carry   soul, like  a horse , soul  be the rider.

If the flesh is not tamed properly  will take the soul, where it not meant to be

with serous consequances.

THE  SOUL SEARCHING ENDING.

PS: If I  look into the mirror and not  visulize the creator, I have  a defective  and sick heart.

Addendum: Flesh driven  person  can be comfortable  unhappy.

Soul driven person  are always happy.

NOTE:My real war  is with my flesh,  taming  it and keep  it under control.

Trail  of spirtual healing  101  continues

*All my life what I wanted, what  I needed  and what received never matched.

*I never felt  this is a perfect  world.

*Now looking back  I realized, that I wanted, received and what I needed was a

perfect triagle  and the world was always perfect.

*Now I can say with  certainity, my past was perfect, my present is perfect,

and I know  my future  will be perfect.

*God is incharge, God know what  was done  was perfect, what is happening is perfect,

Future will be perfect,  Because Incharge is perfect.

THE PERFECT ENDING.

PS:   a perfect faith   on God is  reqired  to see perfection in everything and everyone.