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*Some believe that birth, marriage  and death are preordained.

*My  personal believe is  that every thing  is preordained designed

to teach  me muchh needed  lessons so I  can grow and be honeymoon

with myself  till till  death make me apart and my honeymoon with my

Creator  begins  and that will be eternal.

*Any how  birth   no one has  a choice.

*I do have  a choice  to become self aware  and start my honeymoon with  myself.

*The quality of  my honeymoon  after  marriage depend  upon the quality of my

honeymoon before marriage.

*Marriage  and death seem like mystries  no one seems to predict  what  is after

death or after marriage.

*So it is understadale why people are afraid of marriage and death and  try to bypass

marriage knowing that every one have to face death.

*If I love God , I will love myself and  of course love my spouse.

*It may seem  honeymoon with myself  or with my wife is like boot camp.

*That is  God’s way to prepare me to  be in the company  of God  and live happily hereafter.

THE END.

PS:If I  do  can not be on honeymoon with myself, honeymoon after marriage  will be unlikely

and my eternal  honeymoon is out of question.

Attendum: If I   become self aware,  life here  and hereafter  will be honeymoon.

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Giving birth  seems   fearful  and painful   so is old age  and death.

*The  more  pain  I am willing to bear,   the  more joy I will have.

*The  more  I  will be willing  to embrace death knowing  that death is the one  giving me a purpose to live.

THE PURPOSEFUL ENDING.

PS: People  who were  kind  enough to give me pain helped  me to  grow  and brought more  joy.

Addendum:Not willing  to bear pain  will lead to purposeless life and fearful death.

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Do I have a purpose? Do I have a mission statement for my self?

After  thinking long and hard  I  realized that my purpose is  to submit to

GOD   and my mission statement is to Serve  God’s creation.

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*If I work for GOD, I must do the best  for the creation,

so I can get my  pay check,  and expect the worst  from the creation,

in return.

*I  must  have   strong defence system in place that creation  can not hurt me,

so I continue to  serve creation   and  continue to receive my rewards from the Creator.

THE REWARDED ENDING.

PS:  God  has  a opening for me , it is up to me to  sign a contract  and fulfill  my obligations,

so I can receive  my  pay  with benefits  in this life and   life after death.

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Each human is  a actor and  is a  drama in itself

I am the main character of my drama.

Off couse I  did not pick up my parents, sublings and other characters in my life.

* At present I have   some  choices to  want someone in my life  and I do not want some

in my life.

Same way others   may  want and spome do not want me to be in their life.

Now I know my  main role is to serve God.

My life  must revolve around God.

Any character God choose to be part of my  drama or  me part of their drama, Not

only I must  be very happy, also  do my best performace  to recieve my award.

THE AWARDED ENDING.

PS:  My  past’s t poor performace is reminder from  God, struggle of today is a test

from  God so I   will   receive my reward  tomarrow.

Addendum: Now I know  that God has chosen   and custom made my role.

I may feel it was hard  or is hard at times easy at times, calanged  at times,

I must know God is perfect, and my understaning may be defective.

I must enjoy  and be happy  with what ever I  have  and what ever I have to do.

NOTE: God is transcript write as well  as incharge of whole show.

I must look up to God  for direction.

God will aloow   and give  me the ability to do w

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* In 1992  I was doing my residency  and  used  to   do

history and physical for psyche  patients.

*I remember seeing one patient   whose state of mind  was

very, bad.

* He described  when  bad though make so uncomfortable, he wish he will

be dead,   and  he is placed    on drugs, it make me a zombie.

*There is no happy medium.

*I tried to kill  myself, talk about being a failure, I did not even

succeed killing myself.

*God is punishing me for the bad things I did in my past.

* I pray  to  God  please  take my life and that will be end of my  miseries.

*I suggested  to  chant  God  forgive me , God help me all the  time.

*I saw him in 18 years later in  2010 in  a clinic, I could not recognize him, but he recognize me.

He said  you saved my life, Now  I am working  and I chant all the time God forgive me, God

help me   I do it all the time and life is good.

THE UNIVERSAL   ANTIDOE ENDING.

PS: I have tried  in treatment, and it worked all the time

Addendum:  GOS IS   UNIVERSAL HEALER.

PS:

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* LAW OF NATURE*

*Do what you want to do.

See what want to see.

Say what you want to say.

*Feel what you want to feel.

*Treat others   the way what to treat.

*Treat your mind body and soul you want to treat.

* Everything and everyone  will do the same to you.

THE FAIR ENDING.

PS:Nature is pefect  and so  are the law of nature.

Addendum Follow the law or else.

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One time  one man went to Moses  and asked him to ask God to make him the

richest man and live for ever.

Moses  conveyed his message to God.

God said I will grant him  his one wish not  both.

Man choose to be the richest man.

After many years  Moses  saw him  still alive, and he questioned him

what is keeping him from dying.

The man replied ” I  make sure that I give  so much charity  and never be the richest

man and I know  I will live for ever.

THE  LIVELY ENDING

PS: The more I give  the longer I  live.

Addendum:As long I feel others needs  more than  my own, I will live happy healthy

peaceful and full life. or else

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Humans are house of God,   made by God for God.

Talk God, think God, see God, worship God.

THE GODLY ENDING

PS: Serve God  highest paid any human can be paid  with full benefits  for ever.

Addendum: Life in this world is a prison to taste darkness  so we can enjoy the light and bliss.

Note:My mind heart and body is house of God, I am a janitor, If  if do not keep every thing  pure   and clean,

I may suffer serious consequence like depression, anxiety  heart attack, stroke, may damage  the vital organs

that may  be  permanent,  even death  only   few  of many  complications. It is never too late to ask for help.

REPENT AND ASK FOR HELP BEFORE DEATH.

GOD IS WAITING.

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*If I pay attention within and out of me I see  lot  of systems  are working,

some simple, some complicated  and some  I can not comprehend.

* Some people  and systems  work very well together  and some do not.

* I too  work well with certain things and people and  with some things and people I can not

work well.

* Human in general  and I in particular  depend upon my senses to determine how I  must position myself.

*I always feel like  a road under construction,  bumps, pot holes need  constant repair and maintenance.

* Also there is  unseen system,  solar system for example, the different systems  with in me  I cannot

understand, but I know   and the perfection in unseen system.

*If God  is the Creator  and master, then my understanding depend upon my connection  with God.

*If my connection is perfect, I see the hidden wisdom in everything and everyone, and live

a purposeful life.  or otherwise.

THE CONNECTED ENDING.

PS: Connected with God  I know the problems  and issues I see  within and outside of is is my

homework, otherwise  I will problems  and issues beyond my control and I will live

unhappy  and  not  a full life.

Addendum:  Connected with God I win no connection or bad connection I lose.  Choice is mine.